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Okay this is bad quality for sure but why didnt the original have the 4 pages in it? what it purposely cut out?

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author said she thinks sex takes too many pages.....

P37 should be after P23

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把原本gallery里从英文翻译过来的概要和一点分析搬过来了：
基本上女主的性爱指导都是男主一手策划的，原因是他对婚姻感到无聊所以打算把女主弄恶堕，乱交中途进来的那个蒙面人其实就是前夫。四个月之后理香（女主）正式离婚了，然后拜托咲（黄毛）开车送她去原来的家里取行李。理香就告诉咲她已经回去过一次了，但是不敢进去。那几页的大意是女主虽然现在自暴自弃了，但是一直只是期望有一个简单幸福的婚姻生活。咲告诉理香她是可以改变的，希望自己能够帮她一起。然后咲请理香跟他一起住然后希望两个人可以交往。两年后咲和理香有了一个孩子。理香希望能够像当初咲拯救她一样去帮助更多的人，所以在一家婚姻咨询所工作。她的新客户恰好是前夫现在的妻子。前夫的妻子打算和前夫离婚，因为她找到了前夫藏起来的蒙面伪装和有理香性爱指导的录像的手机。理香意识到自己还没办法面对这些事情所以就先离开了。

对我来说这篇读起来比变身还难受。变身写的是一个单纯的女孩是如何因为社会的恶意走向自毁的道路的，但是这篇的里女主完全是被自己信任和爱着的人给一步步逼到伦理和道德崩坏。比起乱交、拍AV这种事情，被信任的人背后捅刀留下来自生自灭才是最黑的。更加令人不适的是这本漫画里对于大部分男人的描写。一般的恶堕漫画里男人的面目都是已非常脸谱化的形式展现的，这种方式本身就是为了使得本字读起来更接近一种性幻想。这本子里所有露脸的男人都有各自非常清晰的面目，但是同时在整个过程中除了咲你看不出每个人的神情中对于女主的处境有一丝怜悯。如此一来对于女主的恶意反而因为变得更加真实进而让人不适。

理香和咲在车上那段对话涉及的内容我觉得也是本篇的关键之一，虽然内容很简单但是有涉及到自我麻痹、成瘾、创伤、互相扶持这种沉重的话题。从结尾的叙事来推断的话可以说女主从一开始就是在逃避自己的婚姻已经不再美满的事实，从前夫那里感受不到爱了所以认为性就能解决问题，后来在外面做了那么多次之后我觉得更像是女主想通过性的满足来逃避这种婚姻已经持续不下去的真相：只要女主能感受到“爱”，那么她就可以假装这种爱是自于丈夫的（很多NTR漫画里女主出轨了之后反而跟丈夫关系变好也是这个道理）。这也是为什么A篇里前夫离开之后她就崩溃了，因为她潜意识里制造的假象被彻底击碎了。

崩溃了之后因为无法面对一切所以只能通过自暴自弃、自我物化的方式来麻痹自己（乱交后女主身上的各种伤痕我觉得是象征男人们完全是把她当作物件处理）。因为开心也好痛苦也好，本质上都是人类才会拥有的情绪，那么通过自我物化的方式让自己潜意识里相信已经失去了“做人的资格”，那么自己也就“不值得”感受到来自于婚姻破碎的痛苦。但是显然这只是饮鸩止渴，在理香和咲的对话中能看出她是十分痛苦的，但是整个自我物化的过程也让她丧失人对自己的信任，变得不相信自己可以做出改变。

理香的性爱指导经历从表面上看与一般的恶堕漫画是没什么区别的，内核几乎是彻底反过来的：一般的恶堕漫画虽然称之为堕落，但是实际上的过程接近”本性解放“的过程。但是理香的堕落只是她用营造婚姻美满的假象和逃避婚姻破碎的伤痛的手段，反而使得她越来越远离最初所期望的生活。从本质上来讲，这其实就是”成瘾“的过程。如果最后不是而最后咲拉她一把，那么她的下场大概就和许多药物上瘾的瘾君子没有许多区别了。

至于结尾两年后剧情，我认为是即使作者给了个HE，女主仍然是没办法去面对过去那段经历的。有些创伤无论经历多久都没办法彻底抹去，逃避或许是唯一的好办法。如果对女主的言行有不解，或者对后面那段内容的主题有兴趣的话推荐可以看下タイザン5老师的《想接吻的男孩》，虽然剧情内容完全不是一个方面的但是我觉得内核还是很像的。

Last edited on 29 March 2022, 09:19.

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最后居然还是纯爱了可恶

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所以说都在男主的计划里吧…好难受的剧情

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Husband ruined FMC's life instead of just divorcing her in the first place.

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Original summary/commentary posted by @nowittycomment on the now expunged gallery, also what my previous comment was partially based on:
Happy end for Rika. Finding that Shun did all this because he got tired of her as a wife and wanted to degrade her as a woman (because he found her admirable) really changes the way I look at the previous chapters, especially the car sex scene in chapter 3. As Saku says, no matter what happened to her, she still just wanted a happy married life. Even when she degrades herself in the story, you can tell she still loved Shun and wanted that life back before Saku proposed. I'm glad she got her happy end with Saku.

After Saku 'saved' her (her words) and they had a child together, Rika became a marriage counselor. At the end, one of her cases is Shun and his new soon-to-be-ex. Rika thinks to herself if she can surpass this, then she has truly moved on. The ex learns about what Shun has been up to and shows RIka all the video that she found on a hidden phone; it's a bunch of old videos of RIka. Rika decides to leave, realizing she isn't ready to face all that just yet.

My thoughts roughly translated into English on the ending:
Personally to me this doujin is even harder to read compared to Metamorphosis. In that manga the heroine was pushed into self destruction because of the cruelty of society, but here Rika was ruined by someone who she loved and trusted, so it is even more terrifying. What's more uncomfortable is with the portrait of most men here. I'm actually quite into corruption hentai but in those works corruption is usually treated as a fetish and the usually very ridiculous settings (like the unreasonably ugly men) are used to suspense your disbelief. But here most men have a very clear and normal image, but throughout the action they almost remain emotionless towards the Rika. They are not evil bastards, only normal human being, which makes their indifference much more sickening.

Although at first sight this doujin seems like about corruption, I think the themes are actually about self-degrading, addiction and trauma. Since it is explained that Rika's ex-husband planned all this, the lack of affection she felt in the first episode is justified, and sex is hence established a means of confirmation of love. You can say that after she started having sex with other men, a false connection between "having pleasuring sex" and "a loving marriage" is created in her sub-conscious. This is also a very common theme in NTR doujins where the relationship between wife and husband actually improves after wife cheated.

This is also the reason of her breakdown after ex-husbands leaves, as the illusion of a happy marriage was shattered. Rika's behavior afterwards is basically numbing the pain through self-degrading. Only human beings can feel heartbreak from a broken relationship, so self-degrading to something less than a human can force Rika to subconsciously believe that she is not "worth" the pain. However this is merely a bandage solution, something like an addiction metaphorically speaking. When speaking to Saku she was clearly in pain, but all the self-degrading has let to her not believing that she deserve a happy life.

The ending is also up for interpretation, but my take is that although trauma can be healed, sometimes you can never face it and running away may be the only (best) choice. I would recommend anyone who is interested in the themes of this work go read キスしたい男 by タイザン5

Last edited on 29 March 2022, 18:36.

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来看评论上一个炸了，黄毛你好温柔，再也不🐮头人了

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這群人都不怕有性病 大亂交成這樣

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我感觉这个画师可能有什么大病

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傷希這篇出完就不畫成人漫畫了 畫風很好的說

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有老哥知道有没有汉化版么？

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这篇出完就不出了吗？寄了啊，好多老师都不出了，以后怕是都要没得看了

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这个收尾算是清流了，在绿帽癖大片的ntr系里算是善终了

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